Monday, December 19, 2011

introduction

AVIRAL DIXIT
LUCKNOW
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You can close your eyes
to the things you do not want to see,
but you cannot close your heart
to the things you do not want to feel.
Love is the expression of one's values,
the greatest reward you can earn
for the moral qualities
you have achieved in
your character and person,
the emotional price paid
by one man for the joy
he receives from the virtues of another.
Love does not begin the way
we seem to think it does.
Love is a battle,
love is a war;
love is growing up.
It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
Then look at you and
realize how much you don't even care!
True love is when you shed a tear
and you still want him.
It's when he ignores you
and you still love him.
It's when he loves another
but you still say "i'm happy for you."
It's when he holds her near him
that you feel him closer to you.
True love is when you smile at the thought of him.
It's when you know
you can't live without him.
it's when you always see him
when you close your eyes.
It's when you wish he was always there.
True love is when you smile
and say you are alright
even though all you do is cry and cry.
The person you care for most
is the composer of
your emotional symphony.
I cried my emotions in every tear,
things are not as they appear,
for whom i cried was never there,
for whom i was ready to die never took care,
for me he was the only ONE,
For HIM i was the only FUN...
What hurts more than losing you
is knowing your not fighting to keep me.
Love, the strongest emotional bond,
is the most satisfying human experience
imaginable for those fortunate enough to find it.


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It’s not your fault you lied,
it’s mine for believing them.
My mom told me
a guy is in your life for either a reason,
a season, or a lifetime...
in my case he was in it for a season.
An ex is called an ex
because he/she is
an [ex]ample of
what you don’t want in the future.
Acting like there is nothing wrong,
when you’re torn up inside.
The only reason I ever walked away
was because I wanted so badly
for you to follow.
Ending a relationship
is kind of like taking off a Band-Aid;
little by little, or all at once,
either way you know it’s gonna hurt.
My mind wants to forget you,
but my heart won’t let me.
I’m mad at myself, not you.
I’m mad for always being nice.
Always apologizing for things I never did,
for getting attached.
For making you a huge part of my life,
wasting my time on you, depending on you,
thinking about you, wishing for you,
dreaming of you, changing all for YOU.
But most of all, not hating you when I know I should.
Everybody goes through the blues,
you don’t go through this world
without getting your heart broken.
When you broke up with me..
I thought I was the stupid one
to tell you good bye…
But right now I think I was
even more stupid to tell you hello..!!
I still can’t go to sleep
without saying I love you to him.
People say “forgive & forget”
but how can I forgive myself
for letting you go?
& how could I ever forget you?
God would not give you right one for now
because he knows you can do wrong and loose him forever…
He wants you to meet at least one wrong person,
just to know how to treat the right one.!!

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s(he's) br(ok)en.
Breaking up.
It happens kind of suddenly.
One minute, you’re holding hands
walking down the street,
and the next minute,
you’re lying on the floor crying
and all the good CDs are missing.
To meet, to know, to love
- and then to part,
Is the sad tale of many a heart.
A broken hand works,
but not a broken heart.
If I should meet thee after long years,
how should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.
If the government could tax broken hearts,
there would be no deficit.
Disappointments are just God's way of saying:
"I've got something better in store".
I would like to stay a secret,
like walking in the dark,
if no one knows you,
no one cares and
no one breaks your heart.
The pain of having a broken heart
is not so much as to kill you,
yet not so little as to let you live.
Those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart,
don't know how to laugh either.
Cats whiskers are so sensitive;
they can find their way through
the narrowest crack in a broken heart.
Don't cry when the sun is gone,
because the tears won't let you see the stars
There is a time for departure
even when there's no certain place to go.
There are two reasons
why people change;
First: they have learned a lot.
Second they've been hurt too much.
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It hurts the worst when the person
that made you feel so special yesterday,
makes you feel so unwanted today.
Love is the greatest feeling
you will ever have,
yet it is also one of the greatest sorrows.
There is so much suffering,
but then there are times
when the crying, pain,
and heartache is worth it.
Those moments are perfect, they are right.
Those moments make
all the suffering worthwhile.
It's those moments we should live for.
Love is when you can't Help
But smile when you think of them. . .
When you get chills
just thinking of there touch. . .
And crying when you even
think about loosing them...
That's love
If you cry at trouble it grows double,
if you learn to laugh at trouble,
it disappears like a bubble.
Crying never lessens
our dignity as a person,
but it enhances our personality
as a human being.
Break my heart, destroy my soul
and leave me crying,
I'd still love you and
I don't expect you to love me in return.
When you were born,
you were crying and
everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so that when you die,
you're smiling and
everyone around you is crying.
Remember me and smile,
for it's better to forget than
remember me and cry.
I want to feel passion, I want to feel pain.
I want to weep at the sound of your name.
Come make me laugh, come make me cry...
just make me feel alive.
You'll never understand
why I hurt so much because
you're not the one who is crying,
you're not the one who is left behind,
you're not the one who loved too much,
and you're not the one who
is holding on to someone who is gone..
Don't let loneliness drive you back
into the arms of someone you know
doesn't give a damn about you.

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Girls will never know what they want
and boys will never know what they have.
Feeling like I am in
an ocean of doubt and despair,
gradually sinking and gasping for air.
I wont cry, it'll be fine.
i'll take my last breath.
push it out my chest 'til there's nothing left.
Tears are often the telescope by
which men see far into heaven.
I find nothing more depressing
than optimism
What poison is to food,
self-pity is to life.
For in all adversity of fortune
the worst sort of misery
is to have been happy.
Good humor is the health of the soul,
sadness is its poison.
You can be healed of depression
if every day you begin the first thing
in the morning to consider how
you will bring a real joy to someone else.
I will never know myself
until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else
until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away and find myself today
Let your tears come.
Let them water your soul.
Passion is very important to me.
If you stop enjoying things,
you've got to look at it,
because it can lead to
all kinds of depressing scenarios.
Being alone can be depressing,
if you let it. I keep my
aches and pains to myself.
I just listen and pray a lot.
The world's a roller coaster
and I am not strapped in.
I don't hate you.
I'm just disappointed
you turned into everything
you said you'd never be.